i wanna drown in your sweat. every breath
making me hate you less and less
when your pupils are wider than the iris. i am the one.
you and me make me physically sick

i wanna be your black and blue
smile sweetly tell me. shout. scream
"nothings as bad as it seems"
but im still nothing
the smudged kiss on your cheek

"i recall those street urchin blues"
you left me for dead when you left me to use
im already dead
i hope you smoke like a train and fall of the track
like a stain on a coat. like a pain from the past

i wanna lip your tastes and awake
break all your fingers
are you awake? i will wake in your face
in my mind, your cigarette breath. still lingers

i wanna be hurt by you when your not even .mine
and watch the leaves burn like the way its your turn
"ill be just fine without you"
i lost myself when you said id be fine

"the shirts were off with love in the air"
you left me for dead when you left me uncared
im already dead
i hope you sing like a bird and fall of your branch
like the way you didnt like my moustache
like the way you didnt hold my hand

i wanna ruin your looks an poison your wine. cause alarm
you said i can stand there and look pretty
but im not pretty enough, to not bring you harm


im in love with you but you dont notice me